Living with Consequences

I’m struggling to do things

that should have been done,

days, months and even,

years ago.

(I cancelled a much needed dental appointment, for today, that was made three months ago. It’ll probably take another three months before I’m abled, to be seen again. And I don’t feel like calling, to reschedule!)

The least of which 
is finding the paper work, for my RV (I’m looking)
The most being, not raising my son.

As much as I need to do something,

I can’t.

When I force myself out,

for one day,

that means, it took me six days,
to get there.
It is important to me,
I tell you, what’s going on with me,
Because so many, can’t speak.
So how then, are we to get help?
I’m grateful, for the things, I can do. And the relationship, 

I now have, with my son.

Author: My Life with mental illness

I have dealt with depression, most of my life and I've tried different antidepressant. With the right diagnosis and med mix, I have lost 40 pounds. And I am managing, my mental illnesses.

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