“One day at a time” Most would associate that phrase with Recovery.
That’s what I did. Thirty one years ago.
Someone recently said to me, that it’s a daily struggle.
My story.
Briefly.
I was five years old, when I had my first taste of beer (my dad drank) I loved it, from first sip.
Age Eleven. I was smoking cigarettes and Weed.
My Twenties. Snorting Coke with a group of friends, on Payday/Friday, was a regular, seemingly, normal thing.
Then came, Crack. One day, one party and one pull. I was hooked for two years.
I did whatever I had to, to get that rock.
A lot happened in those two years. Mostly filthy, degrading and violent.
I long for none of it.
Beer.
It would be the one thing, from those days, that I know, I can’t have just one of.
Note: While in rehab, I had planned to drink beer once I “Got Out”
My “One day at a time” for a long time has been Life.
Especially when I get that slap of Reality.
In the form of some words, a phrase or an opinion.
I hurt, When I think of the lack of Unity that exists, within our own Race. Communities and families.
I feel the weight of the World.
And have a greater appreciation for those who fought and died for Us.
How did they find the Courage to do what wasn’t, Trendy?
I hurt more, ’cause it seems, We are good and that all is, OK and Just.
And if you think we’ve come far,
“You are either, Delusional or White”
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Yvette
Love you Yvette.
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