Love, Lies and Records

It seems most everything reminds me of my Ex. Now a scene in one of my shows “Love, Lies & Records”

The story line, though written for a heterosexual couple, was so similar to what I experienced in my relationship, it brought me to tears.

How do you get over someone, you still love?

Although we can’t be together, I can’t imagine myself with anyone else.

[I understand how one spouse, loses another and never wants/desires to be with anyone else]

I know it’s this idle time, that makes me think of her more. But fact is, we had a lot of great times.

[The physical attraction so strong, we had secret rendezvous, for 15 years]

I learn from everyone I encounter. She would open the Blinds/Curtains. As soon as she woke up.

[I used our break up, to lose weight and get fit]

Having depression, I liked darkness and was annoyed. But got used to it.

And I realized, it made me feel better.

[why I think of her so often]

How do you move on?

Question, Why is it, when doing online searches for Female Friends, you get directed to dating sites?!

Ridiculous, repetitive and annoying.

Someone legitimately looking for friendships, community support, etc.

Peace

Yvette

Is it me, Or am I expecting too much?

Why can’t people be honest?

I want to first say, I recognize it could be me.

[Over sensitive, expectations, etc]

But, Is it really unrealistic, to expect people to be honest?

For many reasons, I had cause to be untrusting.

In spite of this, I am honest and open.

And I expect, the same.

Why can’t people be, as honest as they pretend to be?

It (lying) seems so unnecessary.

Signed, Seeker of true friendship.

Yvette

PS For this and other reasons, I wish I were, Elsie Eiler!