What’s the alternative?
Where do I find?
Mentally Ill/Able (on SSD)
I’m 57 years old. And extremely tired.
Last year I prayed, that if my life wasn’t going to be better, that I didn’t want to be here.
[I’ve learned through the years, to be precise in your prayers]
It got better.
[I presume, being able to deal with situations accordingly/maturely, is life. So, better. High marks from my therapist]
Still, I feel as equally about life, as I do death.
My dad is 80. With Stage 4 cancer. I don’t know, that he really knows.
Memory loss, has some use.
He’s never complaint or asked for anything, my whole life.
It’s why I feel guilt, when I serve others (not him)
I’m a daddy’s girl.
I’ve never been able to imagine life without him.
living for others
Having a family (or not)
What’s most important?
The betterment, of the rest of his life.
Because relationships change.
[Due to illness, money, etc]
I am Christian.
I am a Realist.
I am angry.
I pray I make decisions, based on the needs of others. That I do what’s best, through those decisions. And that All, is guided by You.
Too much time has been wasted.
I have never felt complacency, about the issues that plaque my Race.
Yet, I know no one, that feels as I do or is motivated to do, anything about it.
I am tired of being limited.
By our own inabilities or the obstacles placed in our way.
I now pray there are others, who will read this, with mutual understanding and aspirations.
If you identify, Please reach out.
What’s the Alternative?
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