I feel now, as I felt,

The day it happened.

[As I know, people are affected, by things, circumstance differently). I say, per my experience, discussing prior history, pertaining, sexual abuse, before the pap smear, could have benefited me. By not doing so, I felt all of the emotions, associated with being raped]

Now, like then, I shower

Knowing that no amount of clean,

Will wash away this feeling, of filth,

I’ve felt,

since I was,



Author: My Life with mental illness

I have dealt with depression, most of my life and I've tried different antidepressant. With the right diagnosis and med mix, I have lost 40 pounds. And I am managing, my mental illnesses.

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