I wonder

I relate or reference, TV characters a lot.

I believe it’s because I think similarly, to what I see being, depicted.

[I think Hollywood, is filled with people, as sick (I kid) as I am]

This brings me to, one example of why I think, what I do.

With or without meds (antidepressants, mood stabilizer) I feel things intensely.

And when Hollywood has a movie of someone having the ability to feel someone else’s pain, visualize it through touch.

I wonder if the creater, suffers the emotional ups and downs, as I do.

Because they’re bipolar.

Or if a viewer, has PTSD.

And crosses her legs, everytime a fictional character, has been raped.

Because she feels, the way she felt, the day, she was raped.

I think about that person, I just past, who has a faint odor.

If she has depression, like me.

I become conscious of my own smells.

And wonder, what it took for that person, to get there.

I wonder about a lot.

Author: My Life with mental illness

I have dealt with depression, most of my life and I've tried different antidepressant. With the right diagnosis and med mix, I have lost 40 pounds. And I am managing, my mental illnesses.

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