I relate or reference, TV characters a lot.
I believe it’s because I think similarly, to what I see being, depicted.
[I think Hollywood, is filled with people, as sick (I kid) as I am]
This brings me to, one example of why I think, what I do.
With or without meds (antidepressants, mood stabilizer) I feel things intensely.
And when Hollywood has a movie of someone having the ability to feel someone else’s pain, visualize it through touch.
I wonder if the creater, suffers the emotional ups and downs, as I do.
Because they’re bipolar.
Or if a viewer, has PTSD.
And crosses her legs, everytime a fictional character, has been raped.
Because she feels, the way she felt, the day, she was raped.
I think about that person, I just past, who has a faint odor.
If she has depression, like me.
I become conscious of my own smells.
And wonder, what it took for that person, to get there.
I wonder about a lot.