So, What does that mean?

Everybody has, I’m sure, experienced, calling out to someone, thinking it was someone you knew.

Or, running into somebody, you do know. You’re excited.

And they act, indifferent.

My pastor, today, did a great

Illustration, of how I was made to feel, recently.

She demonstrated, having been given a gift,

And telling the gifter, “No, I don’t think so. I don’t want it.”

That we are doing that, when we don’t,

Take heed (have faith and follow through, etc)

I attempted to give a gift and the gift was, declined.

Now, I realize, At my, what would be an appropriate word? At my Illiest, I know I can be, overly sensitive.

But, I think not, in this case.

Because, I saw the same gift given, received and accepted (by someone, other than me)


It makes me think, in another time,

and if time permitted, I would only be

permitted to enter your home, through

the back door!

Unfortunately, You aren’t the only one,

That makes me feel this way.

Author: My Life with mental illness

I have dealt with depression, most of my life and I've tried different antidepressant. With the right diagnosis and med mix, I have lost 40 pounds. And I am managing, my mental illnesses.

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